What make you a SURVIVOR? My way of interpreted it, survivor means someone who have to withstand harsh conditions, outsourcing limited resources and at the end of the turmoil, able to accomplish its objectives and missions still standing on their own two feet. And i am made of survivor material…..CERTIFIED and PROVEN in REAL LIFE!
Yeah, it may sound cocky but actually we all are survivors… at least at the extend of one of our 2 chromosomes which came from the male sperms have to fight each other for the prestige of mating with the female ovule (Which means that the survival skills came from the male partner! Hehe just live with it girls). As for myself, life have sculptured me into a FIGTHER. Fighting with the surroundings for the rights to live the way i are.
The first real test of my survival skills came when i was 15. It happened when my family moved from KL to JB and i have to continue my studies in a new school. 
When you registered into one of the three most violent secondary school in JB knowing no one except for yourself it resembled to how Michael Scofield (prison break) first enter prison… but thinking of it he’s in a better
condition than me cause he has his big bro with him hohoho. My survival skills really helped cause i never got into a real mess even though the fact that kids got beaten up almost every day in that school. And when i finished my studies there with straight As in the PMR exam you as might say ive also accomplished my mission such as how M. Scofield successfully get his big bro out of prison. (but he made a big mess along the way but as for myself there’s no such casualties. So im better than him HAR HAR HAR)
The first test turn up to be as a preparation camp for me cause the next year eventually i have to maximise my SURVIVAL knowledge and skills when i registered into a boarding school. And this time im totally all alone cause there are no more running back crying to papa and mama. Actually i can consider myself as a
spoiled brat before i entered boarding school cause at home almost everything were done according to my liking….but it all came to a brute STOP in SAMURA. In the way of the SAMURAI’s school, i were disciplined, trained to take a beating and move on, and most of all polished my survival skills. Maybe because of this some of my batch mates (1st batch 2001) who can’t endure all the torturing from our seniors choose to run back to their’s MAMA and registered out of the school. Like it was all planned earlier, i was placed in the HELL’s dorm (Pujangga 4) where
the most 
psycho seniors roam…. and im the sole survivor from my current batch when all 3 of the others juniors can only manage to hold their d**k for a few weeks… making me the only target for my seniors mocking for one whole month before the 2nd batch came. In the end when i graduated from SAMURA, i got what i came for earlier: straight As in the SPM exam and the manhood to flatter with girlz =P… But one thing still isn’t settle (LIPAN, Pujeng 4 if u r reading this. U better b afraid cause if i got the chance to meet u, im going to KICK ur ASS d way u kicked mine minus the backing of all my friends not such as cowardly when u face me before)
The next REAL test came a few years later just 2 months before i turned 21….. 15th December 2005 was a day that i was REBORN! The
biggest challenge i have to encountered so far was when, suddenly after i woke
up from a deep coma ive just realized that im not the same person as i am before. A week earlier ive just conquered Mount 
Ledang for the 3rd
time, 2 other mountains before that, travel to a different state in a weekly basis and so many other personal accomplishments…. and when ive recovered from the coma i cant barely even stand up on my own 2 feet! Thoroughly the journey as a handicapped is a test physically and especially MENTALLY and EMOTIONLY . And it seem it was a lengthily test not just for a few days nor months but throughout my whole undergrad studies. First ive to complete my Practical Training barely 6 months after the accident. Then finishing 2 out of 3 of my remaining semesters with total strangers. And finally i graduated just last semester with a 2nd class upper degree, successfully conquered Mount Ledang for the 4th time and i am an officially certified UKM’s facilitator trainer…. i might say its a job well done as ive SURVIVED half of my studies as a handicapped.
That is why, just a month after I finished my undergrad studies ive chosen to 
test my survival skills once again by doing my post grad studies in unfamiliar terrains. With so much disadvantage and so little priorities i held my face up high and go barging into UNIMAS. Out of 7000 people here i only knew 3 of them, and whom actually i know not that real close…. But im optimistic that ill accomplish my missions here. Based on my proven survival skills and of course with the help from God and a few pair of helping hands.
To certain people especially whom who just knew me and haven’t got the chance to learn about my background, i may seem as an arrogant and egoist type of person….YES its true, in a way i
admitted it. I do have that certain degree of
arrogance and egoism… but those characteristics that helped me to get to where i am now. It motivates me to go further, push harder and set my dreams higher. It assisted me in accomplishing my target and goals without the hassle of having people stepped on me or manipulated me. So when people turns their back on me, it came naturally for me to act in a same way…. cause that’s how SURVIVED!
I do owe my gratitude to my families and close friends who hv helped me along
the way…. plus a little charm of good luck. But still i believe 90% of who you’ll turn up into are determent by yourself cause it have been stated in the Holy Quran that God won’t change the fate of a certain race if that race doesn’t want to change it’s ways.
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Everything happened that made u reached this stage is from Allah’s plan. Say Alhamdulillah and let’s improve our obidiency. (btul ka???) May Allah bless u